Ahhhh... I found it. A new place to post, un witty, undecipherable, crazy b.s. that must escape my brain before my head explodes..
My Myspace blogs have been a great source of comfort for my over extended mushy brain, but because of the actions of a few, the Myspace has been blocked from our work computers..
I am okay with that. But I miss my rantings... With the boys always needing my attention at home, lunch break at my desk was always the best way to blow off steam...
My Myspace blogs have been a great source of comfort for my over extended mushy brain, but because of the actions of a few, the Myspace has been blocked from our work computers..
I am okay with that. But I miss my rantings... With the boys always needing my attention at home, lunch break at my desk was always the best way to blow off steam...
Mondays:
They are generally my happy days.... I usually sell a lot of carpet, am overly motivated to conquer the world, and do not feel as if anything can stop me... But this Monday, I feel..."Mehhhh". The term "Mehhhh", can be used to describe all sorts of situations, good, bad, ugly even when ugly is being polite, or just a way of saying nothing at all... Today is my nothing at all use of the word, because that is exactly what I am feeling.
I did sell a good bit of carpet today... But I did not even get the least bit excited about it. I just feel drained. When you spend weeks upon weeks working for these people, when they finally do buy, you just do not even care.
I am going to Florida for the first time in my life this weekend.. Going deep sea fishing. I am excited, and scared that I am going to catch something that is going to EAT ME! I know, the odds of that are ridiculous... But with my luck... UGGGG...
It will probably go like all horrible situations go... Me thinking that everything is right as rain... It will even stay good for just long enough for me to exhale, and then BAM! Out of the fucking blue some big ass monster is going to jump in that boat and EAT ME! Me, clueless, until right when it happens... Why could I not have been born one of those charmed humans that walk about in that alternate universe that is full of goodness and bliss?
This will also be longest I have ever been away from the twins.... As much as they drive me completely insane, I am worried about being gone for three days. They will be 3 years old in a few weeks, and let me tell ya, those boys can do damn near anything they put their minds to. That being the key phrase... There are TWO minds that work at lightening speed, and they KNOW of their secret evil powers...
Evil or not... They are my precious little ones... I wonder if they will miss me at all? I was not away from my older two kids for more than two days until they were 8 and 11... Now, with two toddlers I am running off 6 hours south to jump on a big boat and possibly get eaten by a mythical sea creature that everyone thought was a fable, until my death makes said mythical sea creature a scientific discovery....
Okay... I think I am done for the day....
They are generally my happy days.... I usually sell a lot of carpet, am overly motivated to conquer the world, and do not feel as if anything can stop me... But this Monday, I feel..."Mehhhh". The term "Mehhhh", can be used to describe all sorts of situations, good, bad, ugly even when ugly is being polite, or just a way of saying nothing at all... Today is my nothing at all use of the word, because that is exactly what I am feeling.
I did sell a good bit of carpet today... But I did not even get the least bit excited about it. I just feel drained. When you spend weeks upon weeks working for these people, when they finally do buy, you just do not even care.
I am going to Florida for the first time in my life this weekend.. Going deep sea fishing. I am excited, and scared that I am going to catch something that is going to EAT ME! I know, the odds of that are ridiculous... But with my luck... UGGGG...
It will probably go like all horrible situations go... Me thinking that everything is right as rain... It will even stay good for just long enough for me to exhale, and then BAM! Out of the fucking blue some big ass monster is going to jump in that boat and EAT ME! Me, clueless, until right when it happens... Why could I not have been born one of those charmed humans that walk about in that alternate universe that is full of goodness and bliss?
This will also be longest I have ever been away from the twins.... As much as they drive me completely insane, I am worried about being gone for three days. They will be 3 years old in a few weeks, and let me tell ya, those boys can do damn near anything they put their minds to. That being the key phrase... There are TWO minds that work at lightening speed, and they KNOW of their secret evil powers...
Evil or not... They are my precious little ones... I wonder if they will miss me at all? I was not away from my older two kids for more than two days until they were 8 and 11... Now, with two toddlers I am running off 6 hours south to jump on a big boat and possibly get eaten by a mythical sea creature that everyone thought was a fable, until my death makes said mythical sea creature a scientific discovery....
Okay... I think I am done for the day....
1 comment:
yeah, i know how you feel and i am the one who had the sites blocked. btw, you need to remember i did get bit by a shark on my deep sea fishing excursion lol
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